When a well is really a well indeed.....

WELL.....and yeah...."All Is Well" this time....perhaps for multiple reasons....biggest one....Grade Point Average.....I did not know that a mediocre-ly sounding number (whole or real or fucking natural, I don't care) --- 0.36----- has this much of prominence for my happiness.... yeah....Am a proud 3 pointer now.... and lead that 3 by a margin of 0.36...... Probably this one of the meanest achievements anyone can ever think of....probably some may not even think of it as an achievement...screw them....lol....But this one is indeed one definite thing I can really consider as one of my happiest moments....just because of the things I have gone thru for not being able to score a 3 probably makes this moment more special I guess... lol....by whatever means ......I AM HAPPY.... and this is what I really strive for.....

And...damn the Psychophysiology guy...mayn....I worked the whole spring for just crappy stuff....and for all that u gave me a "B".....damn....I thought I deserved more than "B" until I realized that all my peers got a "B-" and a jack-ass got a "C+"..... ha ha....I was lucky to miss that unlucky bus....lol.... Bottom Line.... I am happy for that "B"...ha ha....at least I am made to be happy for that.....

And........aaargh.....graduation ....arghhh... (yeah, it deserves at least two aaarghss.. ).... anyways, I am only gonna talk about the things that made " all is well" a reality......


Yeah.....now I am in Alabama in a sucked up place called Auburn.... mayn... this place is as big as my entire apartment.... lol ...just in a conclusive manner....but in reality.... not much bigger when compared to my apartment....ha ha.... I am here in Auburn to meet another of my sucker buddies....one of my better buddies....one of the many jack-asses...Karthik....ass hole he is ....just for the sake of it ....lol.... he is one of my best buddies....and an equally eccentric guy like me.... in fact more eccentric.... I am here to celebrate his birthday on the 26th....and if I am sure...I have made a mention of his birthday in one of my previous posts....anyways, I am here to celebrate his birthday up here in this sucked up town.... do u really call it a town ??? .... this place is just a place with a university in it and some nerdy guys like my friend....making it to the school everyday....there it ends... nothing much to talk about it....there is nuthin up here except for some basic necessities like Kroger, Walmart and of course some random liquor stores (this has well became a necessity after I have been living in Houston for 2 years)..... as said....nuthin much to talk about the place....except for the calmness I observed and which I seriously miss at Houston.... and even though, I have realized how much I miss Houston now.... for all the pack-of-losers up there....and for the enormous amounts of fun it has..... I Love Houston ....! More, I am going to write about Houston and those pack of dozen odd guys ....yeah they are indeed odd.....and am one of those odd's ..... and that makes us all even.... ha ha ....

Coming back to Auburn......yeah...Karthik's bday is on Wednesday.....I dont know how I can actually make this birthday a "happen" in this kind of place...probably we are going to Atlanta...a near-by place (100 miles and it is a near-by here....understand the practicality about Auburn now...) .... Yeah...Atlanta....supposed to be one of the busiest places according to Emily.... anyways, let us see what is up for a crack on this Wednesday.... and I am certain that if this loser is going to make out a plan for his birthday it is really going to get bust up..... probably I need to just look-in for something that makes this a happening indeed....I guess, I will write it down in my next post....


And yeah......all these things so far mentioned are indeed a cause of happiness... but it does take some extra effort and some extra sense of adrenaline rush of happiness to make me sit in front of a laptop at 3:00 AM in the morning and writing down this stuff.....yeah....I am talking about my phone calls for the night..... Had two separate conversations 2 hours each....one with my alter-ego ....virtually and really....and the other with my "split-before-it even-started-girl-friend"..... ha ha.....lol....u know what I mean..... usually a talk with her makes me go nuts and gives a sense of a sore loser......has actually turned out to be a pepped talk...FABULOUS.....never did I knew that I can talk so loud, clear and exactly-what-I-Wanted talk..... lol... probably it was just because of her that I could that ....anyways, I will not go into the details of the conversation.... but its actually a very serious topic....which started from a cold-war types of stuff....to a serious tone....to abusive terms....to blaming terms....to of course u-r-a-loser types talk...indeed I am talk....consoling talk....friendly terms....a-few-jokes types....fun terms... and a total comedy of this serious situation.....JUST LOVED IT..... probably this has removed any complications that had the possibility of existing between us....and also made our souls more transparent......it was really good.... AND I WOULD REALLY SUGGEST IT TO YOU GUYS.....if you have any kind of complications or ill-will between ur friends or with someone else like I mentioned before....just go up and talk to them.... and it works like a magic....believe me...!!!!!


Alright.....I think I have already written a whole lot of stuff now....time to catch up with some kind of a movie.....probably a allari naresh/balayya movie can have me in splits....will go for it....


"ALL IS WELL"

Adios,
Vivek

P.S.: Songs being played for the last 1.5 hours are just 2 tracks..... one from the movie "Darling" - neeve neeve and ""Iktara" from Wake Up Sid...... Two brilliant tracks.....really romantic and fabulous ones.....get on with those if u are really willing to share up with yourselves......ciao...!!!!

Tu Jaane na....

Fresh air blowing from the small opening of my bedroom window at 5:00 AM is sure to cause jitters and make your mood go candescent, especially when you are listening to a lovely romantic song by Kailash Kher from the latest movie Ajab Prem Ki Ghazab Kahani. It is amazing. Believe me, it is refreshing and I just cant help myself from keeping this feeling on this blog.

As I laid down myself to prepare an essay for one of my courses, there was this song that I was listening to perhaps for the last one hour, that was constantly fluttering my concentration and making me fly in an array of colorful thoughts. I am not even sure if I am able to form appropriate sentences at this moment...lol...I am just writing down what ever is accessible to my flapping mind....

After a series of posts that I wanted to post but actually could not (have those as drafts still...) this made me update my blog atlast.....After adjusting the volume to the maximum (good enough to avoid the hard snoor of my friend who is sleeping right beside)on my lovely little ipod, here I am writing this short post (short ? actually I dont know).... After going through a rough patch these days, finally I made up to not lay back and dwell on these issues..and instead.....to live every moment to its fullest....

Well....I am keeping this post short.... I have an essay to be submitted right tomorrow.... And as always writing has been my passion (so this essay should interest me and keep me awake atleast for another one hour)..... Meanwhile.... I will be enjoying this Tu Jaane Na song atleast for another 30mins....

Kailash Kher rox!!

Adios!

I wanted to speak out my heart...

But all I was able to do is to make out a "lie" ....

Remembrance

It is not well this time. I am low and sunk by the demise of a friend of mine. Though he was not a part of my comfort inn, we have been classmates for 4 long years and it is a good enough time to miss someone when they are not here. He was good and simple, not that good words should be said to the late ones but he is indeed one such. The only thing that flashed my mind when I heard the news of gloom is "Everyone marks a print in your life. Some when they are with you, and some when they leave". This was true and complies with the second note I mentioned.

We both came around the same time last year to the United States but different Schools. I have lost contact with him once I am done with my Bachelors but all of a sudden after 6 months, I heard the news from an other mate that my friend is suffering from Brain Tumor and very mention of that news made me stand still for sometime and it caused me to be in utter silence when I heard it over and over that the tumor is in the final stage and chances of living are bleak. I was then there, thinking and brooding about the past instances where we have been together if not for most of the time but for atleast some good memories to recall. He was then back to India almost instantly unaware of how dreadful that tumor encroachment is going to be. He was then there, back in India, being treated for his illness (what he thought). I was getting almost regular news from other friends back in India about his situation and my sadness only deepened on hearing about him each of the times. And finally came the time, when I heard possibly the worst news I have ever heard, his death. My heart sunk for a few moments with a zillion of thoughts triggering in my brain about him, his family and about the times we shared in the past. The only thing that recited in my mind at that time was, "It should not have happened to him and he has not done anything bad which deserves him this treatment". But the destiny had the final say.

May your soul rest in peace, Manideep! We Miss You!

New of its Kind!

Well....of course...you cannot really expect me to start a sentence without my fav word....It has been a real long time that I updated my blog. Have been busy with work and my love, "Cricket". Cricket almost forms to be a part of my life ever since my childhood. This post isn't going to be about Cricket (but I am pretty sure of one coming up soon) but about the people around here that I have come across, interacted, befriended and loved every bit of them. Starting with, I always sense that I show more signs of gratitude to the people who help when I am in a need. I just really love the ones who can just dig me out when I am sunk or in a low or in a need or sometimes even a want ;) (perplex word, I know! :D). It was these lads from Gujarat (I had to look up for its spelling, strange that I never used it to write) and Rajasthan (dint need to look up as I still have a frame of the newspapers flashing a headline Rajasthan Royals are the Champions in reference to the last season's IPL edition) that I befriended with. These are super cool ones. More unlike seniors and like friends. They beared all my Hyderabadi Hindi (All the Hyderabadis! Stop arguing that we speak the correct Hindi but be gallant that our's is a super cool accent! Love it to the core! :) ), struggled to understand my pieces of flying words for the fact that I am not-so-good at this language (Have been struggling ever since my Hindi teacher punished me in primary school for a misspelled word. Crap! How can you expect someone to be a pro right after being dropped into it. LOL. Atleast NOT ME). This is the way that I get away from the actual theme and keep dwelling over the other things of little/no importance in these braces (LOL...but it is the way I LIKE IT! :D ) .... And getting on with the actual post.....yeah...those people were good to me and actually too good to guide me how to handle the classes and other stuff (Thanks people!) .... And coming apart from those... I was there with a group of chaps, of course that was for a very short time but they were good to me...but havent been in touch with those guys these days (they are a bunch out there) but learning that they have developed a kind of a tame impression with everyone (Seriously I dont know why but I still like those guyz....and thanks for the Biryani (only if you are reading this ;) ) ). Then it is that I moved to my new apartment.



My new apartment. It really forms like a feel-good-factor when you have something all for yourself and when you can prefix MY before it. It does. Starting with, lol....this guy...is amazing....Let alone for the fact that he writes his own testimonials in orkut doesnt leave the paint tainted lol....I never knew that people can be so talkative, cunning (accept it dude! x-( You are! ), good, intelligent, helpful and all at one time. This guy can turn anything to his way. Believe me. He can.

Then there was this guy who is loved my everyone, almost instantly. He attracts people unlike the other guy but in his own way, his torso does the talk! :D . This guy is like an almost instant hit types. Have known this guy before but not from the close quarters. But now for the fact that he is one of my better buddies, it really makes me feel good. And u know what...the very flash of his talk make me ROTFOL (roll on the floor laughing) (I am gonna make a para for every two people. Be patient or get away. LOL. Was just kidding... This just reminded me about the latest interview of RGV of how arrogant or rather bold one can get... he does ROCK! )

I dont know why I always feel like writing late in the nights or for the time freaks, early in the mornings... Its already 5:10 AM now and I really feel like sleeping for having to wake up early in the morning before 11:30 (Its early. Atleast to my standard) to catch up India vs England T20 action and desparately praying for India's win. May the lord bless and make India win tomorrow.

Thats all for this post...and I would be continuing the same post tomorrow, for sure!

Adios!